At a certain point, daddy could no longer afford to further my education. We barely fed, He tried asking for help from friends but only a very few accepted to help with a very little that could only feed us for a day or 2. No one was willing to loan him money, dad was the breadwinner of his whole family. So, going to my uncles to seek for help wasn't going to help
There was no help from anywhere to led my daddy bounce back & this led him into deprssìzìoñ & out of f,rustrãt!on & b,àd influence, my dad was led into hã,,-rd d" rø gs. And it got him into this condition that he is today.
He might b in this condition but he still remains my Dad, growing up hasn't been easy on me socially as I've lost so many friends immediately when they discover my father is in this kind of condition the flee. And very few parents wants their kids to associated with me, my maids & most pipo call me son of a mà'd mã'nn,. most often, i suffa from løw-self-esteem.
I don't even have a say with the few friends that i have cuz they're always reminding me of my father's condition as if its my fault 😭
But it's ok, i don't mind.
I guess it's my destiny😭💔
I'm gradually, adapting, &
my heart is becoming strong
Even in this condition, daddy still cares of my well being, he asks me if I'm hungry & tries feeding me with left over food he got from trash cans whenever i visit him.
Everyday, I keep praying that, God should bless me with success & grant us long life, so i can take proper care of you daddy. Since your brothers, my uncles have all given up on you, I'm here daddy😭 I'll never give up on you coz you're my father & i love you very much😭❤️"
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